https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHa6cPijcCU&feature=plcp&context=C3e63b4bUDOEgsToPDskJoPv8pNCMqLtloFgKkBNcB
WATCH THAT! :D
I eat you now.
29.2.12
New awesome stuff!
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| Two small but awesome sculptures that I've wanted for a long time. |
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| Two coffee/tea cups. |
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| Isn't it cute!? |
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| Coffee cup, that'll only be used for tea I think. |
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| Glasses... |
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| For pasta, tea and sugar. |
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| Awesome Jack Daniels glasses! |
26.2.12
Jeg ved det jo godt...
Jeg ved jo godt det ikke er sådan det hænger sammen, men det gør fandme ondt alligevel lige nu...
25.2.12
Hygsomt!
Fuck jeg hygger mig! Jeg ligner en luder transvestit -billede kommer-, og er pisse stiv, og jeg savner dig. :D
23.2.12
Spring is on its way!
I went outside today, to take some pictures of the nature where I live. I actually think it went pretty good. I won't post all of the photos here, since i think i took about seventy.
21.2.12
Note til mig selv.
Sange jeg åbenbart IKKE har hørt med My Chemical Romance? Say WHAT!? Ö
Og så har jeg en meet stærk fornemmelse af at der snart kommer flere nye!
Hidden message
Jeg har lige siddet og stenet lidt.. Igen! Og jeg faldt over det her. Jeg har kendt sangen i godt og vel fem år, uden rigtig at tænke over den.
Jeg prøvede egentlig bare at finde en sød sang at skrive om, da jeg fandt dette:
My Chemical Romance - Cemetary Drive, (hidden message)
Bathroom floor.
So far.
Hard.
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
So far.
Hard.
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Are you there at all?
Do you care at all?
Are you there at all?
Want me for?
So far.
Hard.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
So far.
Hard.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Waaaaaaaay dooooown.
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Are you there at all?
Do you care at all?
Are you there at all?
Want me for?
So far.
Hard.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
So far.
Hard.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Waaaaaaaay dooooown.
Lige da jeg så det, kunne jeg slet ikke se mig ud af det og var jeg skeptisk... Men så fandt jeg en instrumental version, hvor koret stadig var med, og kunne så høre det. Jeg syntes i forvejen at sange havde en vildt godt budskab, og med det her flettet ind i, blev jeg lige endnu gladere for sangen.
Jeg ved ikke præcis hvad den skal betyde. Men den fanger mig virkelig. Det gør alle deres sange egentlig, men ja...
Lyrics:
This night, walk the dead
In a solitary style
And crash the cemetery gates.
In the dress your husband hates.
Way down, mark the grave
Where the search lights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
And they found you on the bathroom floor.
I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.
Back home, off the run.
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists.
It isn't that much fun,
Staring down a loaded gun.
So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying.
If you want I'll keep on crying.
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down.
I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.
When will I miss you, when will I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.
Made it so hard
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down.
20.2.12
My hair...
I'm thinking about dyeing my hair completely white, get a mohawk and then dye my hair turquoise but keep my sidecuts and tips white/silver. It's gonna be awesome!
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| The color I want for the tips and the sidecuts. |
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| The color I want for the most of my hair. |
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| This is very close to the hairstyle I want. Except for the hair by the ear, plus I want the mohawk to be a bit longer. (; I got the last picture from this blog: http://pantherastriber.blogspot.com/2011/02/hanekam-luuv-wip-billeder.html |
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That's pretty much the best way I can explain what I want my hair to be like. Can't wait for my hair to grow so that I can do this.
19.2.12
Random questioning
1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
In the livingroom, as I am now.
2. Who are you in love with?
Can't tell!
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
Nope.
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
I think there might be.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
The 2th of this months.
6. Are you wearing socks right now?
Two pair.
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
I don't have a car.
8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
Yesterday.
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
Nope.
10. Are you hot?
Always!
11. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Schmirnoff Ice.
12. What are you wearing right now?
Socks, sweatpants, a t-shirt and a sweatshirt.
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
Still don't have a car.
14. Last food that you ate?
Soup.
15. Where were you last week at this time?
Propably in my bed.
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
A west and a blazer.
17. When is the last time you ran?
Uhm, can't remember!
18. What's the last sporting event you watched?
Uhm... Think the others saw something, can't remeber what it was.
19. What is your favorite animal?
A wolf.
20. Your dream vacation?
Either Tokyo, Sydney or LA.
21. Last person's house you were in?
The people I live with's house?
22. Worst injury you've ever had?
A sprained ankle
23. Have you been in love?
Yeah.
24. Do you miss anyone right now?
Of course. A lot of poeple!
25. Last play you saw?
Skatteøen.
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
I don't want to!
27. What are your plans for tonight?
Realaxing!
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?
I don't use it.
29. Next trip you are going to take?
I don't have a clue!
30. Ever go to camp?
I did when I was younger, with my family.
31. Were you an honor roll student in school?
Not really.
32. What do you want to know about the future?
Nothing.
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
Nope, only deodorant.
34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
Don't think so.
35. Where is your best friend?
Right by my side. Litterally.
36. How is your best friend?
She's great!
37. Do you have a tan?
Nope, I'm pretty pale.
38. What are you listening to right now?
A movie in the TV.
39. Do you collect anything?
Uhm, I did when I was younger.
40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
My teammates!
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
Never happened.
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
Plenty of times.
43. What does your last text message say?
Can't find my telephone right know.
44. Do you like hot sauce?
I love it.
45. Last time you took a shower?
Yesterday.
46. Do you need to do laundry?
I gotta admit that.
47. What is your heritage?
Uhm...
48. Are you someone's best friend?
Yes I am, and I love her!
49. Are you rich?
Poor as fuck!
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
Making ready for going to bed.
18.2.12
Giver ingen mening!
På boyfriend.dk/girlfriend.dk står der følgende kriterier for et profilbillede:
Overholder du ikke vores retningslinjer, risikerer du, at din profil bliver slettet.
Boyfriend forbeholder sig ret til, til enhver tid, at fjerne billeder der bedømmes til at overtræde gældende regler.
Det billede du uploader, skal være af en af følgende typer...
Fair enough! Jeg sætter dette billede ind:
Og når man så ser mit gamle billede:
billedet skal være...
| billedet må ikke...
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Boyfriend forbeholder sig ret til, til enhver tid, at fjerne billeder der bedømmes til at overtræde gældende regler.
Det billede du uploader, skal være af en af følgende typer...
- jpg
- gif
- png
Fair enough! Jeg sætter dette billede ind:
Og når man så ser mit gamle billede:
Kan jeg altså ikke se en kæmpe forskel i tydeligheden af mit ansigt? Oo Og alligevel blev det øverste billede slettet, men ikke det nederste!
15.2.12
14.2.12
'Till I collapse
Denne sang er virkelig begyndt at betyde meget for mig. Den indebærer rigtig meget af min person, og det jeg prøver at leve efter. At man skal give alt man kan, og at ingen kan tynge en ned. At man er stærk og at man ikke skal give efter, men leve livet som man vil indtil man fysisk ikke kan længere. Jeg har sat mig for at lære den udenad, og jeg skal nok gennemføre!
"Till I Collapse"(feat. Nate Dogg)
"Till I Collapse"(feat. Nate Dogg)
[Intro:]
'Cause sometimes you just feel tired,
Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
[B/W Intro:]
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
[Verse #1:]
Till I collapse I’m spilling these raps long as you feel 'em
Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killing them'Cause when I am not then I'ma stop penning 'em
And I am not hip-hop and I’m just not Eminem.
Subliminal thoughts when I'm stop sending them women are caught in webs spin and hauk venom
Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop.
Amoxacilin is just not real enough.
The criminal cop killing hip-hop filling minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.
Your coming with me, feel it or not you’re gonna fear it like I showed you the spirit of god lives in us.
You hear it a lot, lyrics the shock is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot listen up you bizzles forgot slizzle does not give a fuck.
[Chorus - NateDogg]
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out - am I high? Perhaps
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high burn out
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.[Verse #2:]
Music is like magic there’s a certain feeling you get when you're realAnd you spit and people are feeling your shit.
This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it
'cause you may never get it again.So while you’re in it try to get as much shit as you can
And when your run is over just admit when it's at its end.'Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half this shit that gets in.
I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in.
It goes, Reggie, Jay-Z, Tupac and Biggie, Andre from OutKast, Jada, Kurupt, Nas and then me.
But in this industry I'm the cause of a lot of envy, so when I’m not put on this list the shit does not offend me.
That's why you see me walk around like nothing's bothering me.Even though half you people got a fucking problem with me.
You hate it but you know respect you’ve got to give me
The press's wet dream like Bobby and Whitney. Nate hit me.
[Chorus - NateDogg]
[Verse #3:]
Soon as a verse starts I eat it at MC’s heart
What is he thinking? How not to go against me? Smart.
And it's absurd how people hang on every word.
I’ll probably never get the props I feel I ever deserve
But I’ll never be served my spot is forever reserved
If I ever leave earth that would be the death of me first.'Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse.
That’s why I’m clever when I put together every verse
My thoughts are sporadic, I act like I’m an addict
I rap like I’m addicted to smack like I’m Kim Mathers.
But I don’t want to go forth and back in constant battles
The fact is I would rather sit back and bomb some rappers.
So this is like a full blown attack I’m launching at them
The track is on some battling raps who want some static
'Cause I don’t really think that the fact that I’m Slim matters
A plaque of platinum status is whack if I'm not the baddest.
[Chorus - NateDogg]
[Outro:]
[Eminem & Natedogg Echo:]
Until the roof
The roof comes off
Until my legs
Give out from underneath me
[Eminem:]
I will not fall,
I will stand tall,
Feels like no one could beat me.
'Cause sometimes you just feel tired,
Feel weak, and when you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
And just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
And not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.
[B/W Intro:]
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
Yo left, yo left, yo left right left
[Verse #1:]
Till I collapse I’m spilling these raps long as you feel 'em
Till the day that I drop you'll never say that I'm not killing them'Cause when I am not then I'ma stop penning 'em
And I am not hip-hop and I’m just not Eminem.
Subliminal thoughts when I'm stop sending them women are caught in webs spin and hauk venom
Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop.
Amoxacilin is just not real enough.
The criminal cop killing hip-hop filling minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.
Your coming with me, feel it or not you’re gonna fear it like I showed you the spirit of god lives in us.
You hear it a lot, lyrics the shock is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot listen up you bizzles forgot slizzle does not give a fuck.
[Chorus - NateDogg]
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out - am I high? Perhaps
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.
Till the roof comes off, till the lights go out
Till my legs give out, can’t shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out and my high burn out
I'ma rip this shit till my bone collapse.[Verse #2:]
Music is like magic there’s a certain feeling you get when you're realAnd you spit and people are feeling your shit.
This is your moment and every single minute you spend trying to hold onto it
'cause you may never get it again.So while you’re in it try to get as much shit as you can
And when your run is over just admit when it's at its end.'Cause I'm at the end of my wits with half this shit that gets in.
I got a list here's the order of my list that it's in.
It goes, Reggie, Jay-Z, Tupac and Biggie, Andre from OutKast, Jada, Kurupt, Nas and then me.
But in this industry I'm the cause of a lot of envy, so when I’m not put on this list the shit does not offend me.
That's why you see me walk around like nothing's bothering me.Even though half you people got a fucking problem with me.
You hate it but you know respect you’ve got to give me
The press's wet dream like Bobby and Whitney. Nate hit me.
[Chorus - NateDogg]
[Verse #3:]
Soon as a verse starts I eat it at MC’s heart
What is he thinking? How not to go against me? Smart.
And it's absurd how people hang on every word.
I’ll probably never get the props I feel I ever deserve
But I’ll never be served my spot is forever reserved
If I ever leave earth that would be the death of me first.'Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse.
That’s why I’m clever when I put together every verse
My thoughts are sporadic, I act like I’m an addict
I rap like I’m addicted to smack like I’m Kim Mathers.
But I don’t want to go forth and back in constant battles
The fact is I would rather sit back and bomb some rappers.
So this is like a full blown attack I’m launching at them
The track is on some battling raps who want some static
'Cause I don’t really think that the fact that I’m Slim matters
A plaque of platinum status is whack if I'm not the baddest.
[Chorus - NateDogg]
[Outro:]
[Eminem & Natedogg Echo:]
Until the roof
The roof comes off
Until my legs
Give out from underneath me
[Eminem:]
I will not fall,
I will stand tall,
Feels like no one could beat me.
12.2.12
Love.
I guess today I just feel like writing in english.. Don't know why!
This weekend she visited me. And I was just so happy all the time!
I was relaxed in a way I only am when I'm in love.
Still, this is kind of a new feeling. I mean... I don't feel completely comitted to her, whitch i used to do as soon as I fell in love. Not to misunderstand me. I think I'm in love. Just in another way than what I've tried before. I don't feel comitted, but i can't picture myself with any other girl. I could really see myself with her, and yet I feel so insecure. Not really much of her, but of me. Can I really handle all of this again? Plus with the distance. I admit it, I am a little nervous about her 'background', though I really trust her. But of course I think about it. I used to be so scared to be hurted by girls with that exact background. But.. I'm not really scared. Actually, I'm not scared at all. I guess that what I'm really scared of, is if I mess it up. If I do something crazy just because I'm scared that I don't have the guts to love again. Oh my dear... When I say it like that, it sounds so formal and comitted, and whatever. I don't mean it like that. What I mean is... I've been through a lot of crazy shit in my life, and everytime I feel something for a girl, I turn into af softie so to say. And... That has been quite a big problem for me. To be too sentimental, and people got sick of it. So this time I decided to really do something about it. And I fight so hard to not be too sentimental and not too coldhearted. I find it so diffcult to find the right words, and not just always tell her how incredibly beautiful she is. Or how I think of her the whole goddamn time. But here I am. The only place I can really open up. Where I know she reads it, but don't give a flying fuck. Because... I guess I actually want her to know these things, but don't have the guts to tell her myself. I actually told her, today, that I really liked her. Face to face. And I used two days of forcing myself, to say it to her. I wanted to say so much more than I did, but I couldn't.. It takes time to learn how to deal with that kind of difficulties. But I know that I will learn it some day. The people around me just have to be patient and help me.
I've done quite a lot of thinking today, efter she left. My mood was, and still is, so mixed up! Because when I think of how the weekend went, I can't stop smiling. But when I look to my side and she's not there, I sigh. I guess I am a softie. I guess I have so much to say, but I'm too scared of saying them out loud or even worse, writing them down for her to see. Because nobody really knows how terrifyed I am of being pushed away because of my sentimentality. I have the ability to write a novelle of "loveconfessions", but I've stopped doing that. And the worst part of this is, that I don't know if I'll ever have the guts to do it again. But I long for it! And this is the only place that I feel free to do it. But even here, I can't do it directly to the person.
I've done quite a lot of thinking today, efter she left. My mood was, and still is, so mixed up! Because when I think of how the weekend went, I can't stop smiling. But when I look to my side and she's not there, I sigh. I guess I am a softie. I guess I have so much to say, but I'm too scared of saying them out loud or even worse, writing them down for her to see. Because nobody really knows how terrifyed I am of being pushed away because of my sentimentality. I have the ability to write a novelle of "loveconfessions", but I've stopped doing that. And the worst part of this is, that I don't know if I'll ever have the guts to do it again. But I long for it! And this is the only place that I feel free to do it. But even here, I can't do it directly to the person.
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