Note til mig selv.

Sange jeg åbenbart IKKE har hørt med My Chemical Romance? Say WHAT!? Ö

Og så har jeg en meet stærk fornemmelse af at der snart kommer flere nye!

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Jeg har lige siddet og stenet lidt.. Igen! Og jeg faldt over det her. Jeg har kendt sangen i godt og vel fem år, uden rigtig at tænke over den.

Jeg prøvede egentlig bare at finde en sød sang at skrive om, da jeg fandt dette:

My Chemical Romance - Cemetary Drive, (hidden message)

Bathroom floor.

So far.

Hard.

Don't do it.
Don't do it.

Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it.
Don't do it.
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it
Don't do it

Are you there at all?
Do you care at all?
Are you there at all?

Want me for?

So far.

Hard.

Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.

So far.

Hard.

Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Way down.
Waaaaaaaay dooooown.

Lige da jeg så det, kunne jeg slet ikke se mig ud af det og var jeg skeptisk... Men så fandt jeg en instrumental version, hvor koret stadig var med, og kunne så høre det. Jeg syntes i forvejen at sange havde en vildt godt budskab, og med det her flettet ind i, blev jeg lige endnu gladere for sangen.



Jeg ved ikke præcis hvad den skal betyde. Men den fanger mig virkelig. Det gør alle deres sange egentlig, men ja...

Lyrics:

This night, walk the dead
In a solitary style
And crash the cemetery gates.
In the dress your husband hates.
Way down, mark the grave
Where the search lights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
And they found you on the bathroom floor.

I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.

Back home, off the run.
Singing songs that make you slit your wrists.
It isn't that much fun,
Staring down a loaded gun.
So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying.
If you want I'll keep on crying.
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?

I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down.

I miss you, I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.

When will I miss you, when will I miss you so far.
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard.
Made it so hard

Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down, way down
Way down.

My hair...

I'm thinking about dyeing my hair completely white, get a mohawk and then dye my hair turquoise but keep my sidecuts and tips white/silver. It's gonna be awesome!

The color I want for the tips and the sidecuts.

The color I want for the most of my hair.

This is very close to the hairstyle I want.
Except for the hair by the ear, plus I want the mohawk to be a bit longer. (;
I got the last picture from this blog: http://pantherastriber.blogspot.com/2011/02/hanekam-luuv-wip-billeder.html

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That's pretty much the best way I can explain what I want my hair to be like. Can't wait for my hair to grow so that I can do this.

*You are not alone tonight,
Imagine me there, by your side.
Its so hard to be here, so far away,
From YOU <3*

Random questioning

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?

In the livingroom, as I am now.

2. Who are you in love with?

Can't tell!

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?

Nope.

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?

I think there might be.

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?

The 2th of this months.

6. Are you wearing socks right now?

Two pair.

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?

I don't have a car.

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?

Yesterday.

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?

Nope.

10. Are you hot?

Always!

11. What was the last thing you had to drink?

Schmirnoff Ice.

12. What are you wearing right now?

Socks, sweatpants, a t-shirt and a sweatshirt.

13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?

Still don't have a car.

14. Last food that you ate?

Soup.

15. Where were you last week at this time?

Propably in my bed.

16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

A west and a blazer.

17. When is the last time you ran?

Uhm, can't remember!

18. What's the last sporting event you watched?

Uhm... Think the others saw something, can't remeber what it was.

19. What is your favorite animal?

A wolf.

20. Your dream vacation?

Either Tokyo, Sydney or LA.

21. Last person's house you were in?

The people I live with's house?

22. Worst injury you've ever had?

A sprained ankle

23. Have you been in love?

Yeah.

24. Do you miss anyone right now?

Of course. A lot of poeple!

25. Last play you saw?

Skatteøen.

26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?

I don't want to!

27. What are your plans for tonight?

Realaxing!

28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment?

I don't use it.

29. Next trip you are going to take?

I don't have a clue!

30. Ever go to camp?

I did when I was younger, with my family.

31. Were you an honor roll student in school?

Not really.

32. What do you want to know about the future?

Nothing.

33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?

Nope, only deodorant.

34. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?

Don't think so.

35. Where is your best friend?

Right by my side. Litterally.

36. How is your best friend?

She's great!

37. Do you have a tan?

Nope, I'm pretty pale.

38. What are you listening to right now?

A movie in the TV.

39. Do you collect anything?

Uhm, I did when I was younger.

40. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?

My teammates!

41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?

Never happened.

42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?

Plenty of times.

43. What does your last text message say?

Can't find my telephone right know.

44. Do you like hot sauce?

I love it.

45. Last time you took a shower?

Yesterday.

46. Do you need to do laundry?

I gotta admit that.

47. What is your heritage?

Uhm...

48. Are you someone's best friend?

Yes I am, and I love her!

49. Are you rich?

Poor as fuck!

50. What were you doing at 12AM last night?

Making ready for going to bed.

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I still feel the tears and the sadness in my throat.. I just don't want people to feel sorry for me. Or try and help me out to much. I have to get over it and be happy again!
I cried so bad for almost two hours yesterday, and I really don't wanna do that again..